Fight or flight

Kicking and screaming
I await

I wait for what?

Is it you?

Is it me?

It must be me

static crunching

channels changing

dreams collapsing

I fall

I sink

I let down

Guilt sets in

I get back up

I dream again

Promise a better tomorrow

I'll be me

I'll be good

You'll be proud

You'll like me

maybe one day

again